My first entry

 Hey there, my name's Tim. I just recently turned 20 and life has been hitting me like a train ever since. When I say life I really mean my own thoughts and looming pressures. See when I was in high-school I also had worries like the E's I got in Math or knowing nothing about what was going on in school or losing friends I spent my childhood with, but back then I still found a way to escape either through novels or football or spending hours stargazing with my buddies. I thought that the high-school 'system' was the only reason I was stressed and sad, that afterwards everything was going to be alright but I was so wrong. In fact I was so much more happier back then. After my national exams I had a lot of time to myself and I started to realize that maybe I was wrong in my perception. I see now that everybody or at least most people are driven by a sense of purpose and that everybody feels like there is a very specific niche that they should occupy in the world, in their life and in that of others. Hence the endless pressure, we see that there is no contentment unless we find our 'reason' for existence, and for some of  us it is believed that true consistent happiness comes from the accomplishment of this purpose. If you have not yet noticed these are my personal thoughts and yes, I am unhappy and currently looking for my space in this world. So here I am writing into a machine on a blog that I have hurriedly made this Monday morning fueled by caffeine and some nice tangerines I just ate. I am looking for something I enjoy doing and something constructive I can devote time and interest to. I enjoy expression and I feel like I understand my thoughts better when I put them down and with this I can see how people feel about what goes on inside my head and you guys can help me see new sides and hopefully I can also enlighten you so feel free to give feedback. I will be signing off now. Have a brilliant remainder of your day.